Patience

It's been so long since my last post.

i've had some self-image issues to deal with, and Master has been patient, as always, with my fumblings.  

i'm slowly coming to understand that i can't wish myself into the role of the perfect submissive sex goddess.  

It's a state of mind that takes strength beyond the bindings around my neck and limbs.  

You have to love yourself in order to fully give yourself away.  It has to come from a place of fierce pride, even during prostrated humility.

i'm menstruating this week, and Master has told me that i'm going to be teased relentlessly.  Maybe i can share a story or two during my forthcoming days of being pent up.

The reborn slut will have to sit on her hot, wet hands and wait for the release.

Last night was interesting...

About thirty minutes after going upstairs to have some fun, and having the unpleasant shock of blood in my panties, Master and i were sitting on our sofa.

We were discussing my willingness to pleasure him any time he needs or wants during my vaginal incarceration.

He said, "Well, it's a shame, because I was going to give you a huge clitoral orgasm.  Yep, I was going to stay down there for a long time."

i told him to stop, and that it wasn't fair.  i get my period, and the first thought in my mind was how i could please him.

"Awww," he said, "can't you take a little teasing?"

i told him to put my collar around my neck if he wanted to tease his slave.

But, all the discussion on the subject had gotten us hot, so i unbuttoned his camo shorts and pulled his cock and balls free.  Sitting at his side, i was bent over his lap, sucking and licking his dick.  i pull my tits out of the bra and low-cut shirt i had on, and he held them, cradling them in his hands as i made him harder with every move of my head.

i moved around to get on my knees in front of him.  i sucked him for a little longer, and Master told me to fuck his cock with my tits.  Having less than firm breasts, it was no problem to fully maneuver my big, soft tittes all over his hard prick.  My heart was racing, the faster i fucked him, and soon, Master shot his huge load all over my pale tits.

*sigh*.

Once again, i have found happiness in slavery.

aphrodite

aphrodite, originally uploaded by principia erotica.

She was so well behaved...

I could see the desire building in her eyes

with every moment I teased.

I could see her growing impatient with each click of 

the camera. 

Her juicy cunt become wetter and wetter with each new pose.

Her eyes would occasionally peek at the pornography

displayed on the television,

but the true lust in her eyes was from anticipation of my cock

deep in her throat.

I knew it was time to move to the bedroom so I could adequately

restrain her.

Once I allowed her to suck on my cock 

the moisture from her cunt began to drip down her pale thigh.

After devouring the juices from her pussy with my tongue 

I impaled her with my hard, throbbing cock.

After fucking her from behind for a long time 

I slowly insert her iridescent little butt plug into her 

tight little asshole.

After a little more thrusting I release her restraints,

and I also release my hot cum into her mouth.

Like a good slave she drools it all over her massive tits.

For performing so well, I lead her into the bathtub and allow her 

masturbate with her favorite toy

until her hot, swollen cunt ejaculates all over the bottom of the tub.

perfection

perfection, originally uploaded by principia erotica.

Her glow is outstanding.

She does exactly as instructed...

Suck your Master's cock until it explodes

deep inside of your mouth.

Once finished she is instructed to open her mouth,

and let it pour down her succulent breasts.

she is a vision of perfection

drenched in her Master's cum.

Showstoppers and Shortcomings.

Dear perverts...

This is slave slut Elle.

i'm here to report on events that took place over the weekend.

We should start with the Shortcomings:

Saturday night:

i failed to be as subservient in word and mindset as i feel that i should've been.  While not a true failure, it's a rough patch that i wish to smooth out.

Sunday night:

i was instructed to keep a dildo inside my pussy while sucking Master's cock.  I was on my haunches and my hands were bound, but balance is important.

i also failed to perform a satisfactory squirt in the tub.  At first there was some piss, and then some clear squirt came out, but not enough to satisfy myself.  Master was lenient with me, and i was grateful.  Punishment is pleasurable, but i sincerely tried and failed.  

He knows that my disappointment would be the sharpest sting.

However, there were a few Showstoppers on Sunday night!

Master was very pleased that i was able to handle a full set of anal beads!  

This is wonderful news for me.  As my previous post mentioned, anal familiarity is a goal for me.

Master also re-introduced me to oral sex with a condom.

i had been adverse to the taste and smell of them, but he was firm and patient.  The reservior tip kept gagging me, but i learned to control it.   

Willing and nearly able, i want to be the best little slave i can be!

bliss

bliss, originally uploaded by principia erotica.

I love to tie up my slave.

I am new to the art of rope bondage,

but she doesn't seem to mind.

She whimpers and cries as the crop reddens her milky white

skin.

her tender cunt glistens more and more with each lash. 

Each stroke elongating my cock, 

and driving us both to ecstasy. 

The drops of drool left on the couch ends up being little temporary trophies of

bliss.

Cruel Calculations

She begs for anal training... 

 

She defies me with her opinions, but I know what is good for her.

Maybe if she receives enough lashes with the crop she will forget the pain of my cock in her ass and learn some manners.

Anal training... 

I scoff at the thought of making anything easier on my little scarlet woman.

She is spoiled enough as it is.

She will accept my cock in any orifice of her body whenever I am ready to give it to her.

She will appreciate those little pains later.

Punishment for Pleasure

These words conjure up a range of images and desires.  In most vanilla people, the two are unrelated.  Through much revelation, i find that for me they are inseparable.

My Owner has begun preliminary anal training for me.  i love being fucked in the ass.  However, it is nearly intolerable while restrained.  He is forceful, yet aware of my body's reactions. 

On my knees, my hands were pulled forward, spread and restrained.  Totally prostrate, i was helpless to his ministrations.  Blindfolded, i could hear the sound of running water.  The next thing i feel is a cloth wiping my asshole clean.  Then, oil was applied and a latex covered finger was inserted.

At that point, i knew that i was not ready.  Even though i fully desire to be repeatedly fucked in every hole by my Master, my body did not want to comply.

This brings me to the realization that i need to exercise some mind control.  Entering a zen type state in order to allow my muscles to let go fully.

i have given a humble suggestion to Master that an anal plug, very small and worn for short increments of time may be helpful.

At any rate, i am anxious to be mentally, physically and sexually subservient to His firm strokes and His engorged cock.