Showstoppers and Shortcomings.

Dear perverts...

This is slave slut Elle.

i'm here to report on events that took place over the weekend.

We should start with the Shortcomings:

Saturday night:

i failed to be as subservient in word and mindset as i feel that i should've been.  While not a true failure, it's a rough patch that i wish to smooth out.

Sunday night:

i was instructed to keep a dildo inside my pussy while sucking Master's cock.  I was on my haunches and my hands were bound, but balance is important.

i also failed to perform a satisfactory squirt in the tub.  At first there was some piss, and then some clear squirt came out, but not enough to satisfy myself.  Master was lenient with me, and i was grateful.  Punishment is pleasurable, but i sincerely tried and failed.  

He knows that my disappointment would be the sharpest sting.

However, there were a few Showstoppers on Sunday night!

Master was very pleased that i was able to handle a full set of anal beads!  

This is wonderful news for me.  As my previous post mentioned, anal familiarity is a goal for me.

Master also re-introduced me to oral sex with a condom.

i had been adverse to the taste and smell of them, but he was firm and patient.  The reservior tip kept gagging me, but i learned to control it.   

Willing and nearly able, i want to be the best little slave i can be!